JOEY'XiiaoMINx3~♥

2011-10-03T05:41:00.004+08:00

My blog has been dead for long! :O ps for not blogging. Cause busy with lots of stuffs? Haha. Preparing for my N's now :/ hope to get the results I want? Currently revision for later's Physics and Chemistry paper :O JIAYOUS TO ALL STUDENTS TAKING N's IN SINGAPORE!
Gonna continue blogging after my N's! Haha. Stay tune yeah :)

THE 1st B2ST FAN MEETING IN ASIA

2011-07-04T23:22:00.004+08:00

Went to B2ST first fan meeting in Singapore @ Max Pavilion on 020711 !

Was damn fun and exciting!

Fell down when running towards the stage and almost got stepped by other fans x.x

Took lots of pictures and videos!

Will upload soon! :)

210411;Last Day of Band

2011-04-22T13:47:00.013+08:00

210411 ♥

Yesterday was the last day of band for the graduating batch.

A emotional but contains happiness speech day ? :D

Took pictures with the Teachers , Conductors my Dear Bandmates ♥ !

Is really a Memories of Friendship for me to remember ! :D

Thanks to all my dear Bandmates , Teachers and Conductors

for the guidance !

My dear bandmates , please work hard !

I will visit you all frequently ! :D

MANJUSRI CONCERT BAND ( SINGAPORE YOUTH FESTIVAL 2011 )

2011-04-11T22:10:00.008+08:00

Band SYF today !

In 2011 Singapore Youth Festival Central Judging for Band !

Manjusri Concert Band managed to clinched a SILVER !

Thanks to Mr Ed Tan , our Main Band Director , Mr Yeo Jie Yuan , Our Junior Band Director !

Thanks to Mr Quek , Maha Bodhi School Band Director , for coming down frequently to help us !

Thanks to our lovely Teachers-in-charge , Miss Zulaiha , Miss Nisa and Mdm Elna !

Thanks to Miss Zulaiha's sister for coming down to help us !

Thanks to all the Manjusri Concert Band Alumni for coming down to help !

Thanks to ALL THE MANJUSRI BAND MEMBERS , all your hard work didn't pay off !

Do work hard , not just for SYF , but normal practices , performances and other events !

And always remember MEDAL is not important , wad is most important is the PROCESS all of us have gone through !

JIAYOUS MANJUSRI CONCERT BAND !

Fuck off Valentine's day -.-

2011-02-14T13:20:00.003+08:00

Give up liao lah . This is irritating ! I hate it !

Fucking sick this few days ~

Muscle damn bloody pain lah .

Thanks to the skipping .

Pe this thursday again , skipping again .

Fuck up -.-

Valentine's day -.-

Stupid day -.-

Fucking irritating day -.-

Excuses .

2011-02-13T01:31:00.002+08:00

Excuses ..
A word .
For someone to hide from the truth .
I realised I have become the someone .

1st sound check band camp :D

2011-02-12T22:35:00.004+08:00

The most epic thing happened this morning ! :D
Hasbi , Izzudin , JiaHui , Rahman , WeiMing and I were sleeping at level 3 at technical block , a study area beside dance room .
Suddenly around 0250hrs , one water bottle drop from nowhere to first floor , I got shocked and woke up , Izzudin also , and Izzudin was like : Lanjiao lah .. Dhen JiaHui was like: AIYAHHHHHHHH !!!!
Dhen around 0325 , Maha Bodhi School there like got people dragging and stacking chairs .
So fucking noisy .
Dhen I went back to sleep again .
Awhile later , Rahman's phone dropped and I woke up just because of the noise .
Around 0345 , I woke up , cos leg damn pain .
Didn't have a proper sleeping posture cos the bench is like so small :x
Dhen Izzudin went with me to drink water .
Dhen went walking back to the bench , we saw two police man walking into boys toilet at first floor .
Dhen we thought was just night patrol or something , so we ignore it .
After we went back to lie down at the bench , suddenly I hear something like horse running , damn noisy .
And there were man's voices .
Dhen WeiMing woke up , and the 3 of us went to check it out at the railing there .
We saw a fat policeman running and shouting: Wait for me ! *Panting*
Dhen we were like laughing and the most epic thing is the 3 police came to our level and saw us . Dhen shined the torchlight on us , Izzudin was like : Arrgh ! Wadthefuck !
And one of the policeman talked throught his walkie talkie: Level 3, Level 3.
Dhen we don't even know wad had happened , and less dhen a mintue , more police came .
And keep asking us wad we doing here .
Dhen I were like answering him that we are here for band camp lah .
Dhen one of the conversion that hasbi made with the policeman .
Policeman: wad are you doing here ?
Hasbi: Band camp lah .. Who are you ?
Policeman: Police .
Hasbi: HUH ?!
And Hasbi's face is like a drunken lord ! HAHAS !
So there goes the 6 of us were awake and we went down to find Miss Zulaiha as she was the teacher-in-charge for that day's camp .
And at the band room that side , have one more story also .
Is Zizhong and Yinkai . Around 0330 hrs , Yinkai , Zizhong and Shrarul went out to the corridor bring a lighter and a derdorant , they took the dustbin cover and placed it on the floor , I not sure who use the derdorant and lighter , playing with flame , but I heard it was Yinkai's idea . And Yinkai burned the box that we eat during dinner last night .

Around 0350hrs , Zizhong wanted to drink water as he feel thirsty , so he ask Yinkai to tag along with .
Dhen they step out of the band room , they saw torchlight flinking at the staircase , so Yinkai thought is ghost and he quickly went inside the band room and took a foldable stand .
Dhen Zizhong is like: Yinkai sacre of ghost , hahahah !
So they went to drink water with Yinkai holding the stand .
At the water cooler there Zizhong and Yinkai saw police so they hide behind the wall , and quickly ran back to the band room , Zizhong hide in the storeroom behind the tuba case squating down and Yinkai quickly took a clarinet box and act sleeping with his face facing down .
Dhen the police like saw them so they went up to the second level where the band room is .
One of the policeman went into the band room , he didn't check the store room , budden he took a drumstick and hit the Timpani , trying to wake Yinkai and Shrarul up .
But , it didn't sucess , so the policeman use his torchlight to shine at Shrarul , Shrarul opened his eyes , and close back again .
LOL !
Dhen when the police man went out of the room , Zizhong walked out and thought nothing already .
So he told Yinkai he wants to go to the toilet and Yinkai was like : Don't want lah .
So Zizhong insisted and he went out with Yinkai , when both of them stepped out of the band room , they saw the polices !
Yinkai quickly ran back to the band room and act sleep again , and Zizhong was like being chased by 4 police ?
Running round the school bare footed and was caught by police and he went to find Miss Zulaiha also .
We were knocking at the choir room's door , trying to wake Miss Zulaiha up .
Miss Zulaiha woke up and asked wad happened , the 7 of us , Zizhong , Hasbi , Rahman , Izzudin , Weiming , Jiahui and I told her got police .
Dhen she was quite shocked ;O
So she went out and asked wad happened , the police told that someone reported around 0350 saying that there were about 3 teenagers climbed in to the school .
And all of us were like : No ? We didn't see anyone .
Dhen the police ask from Miss Zulaiha for her particulars as she was the Teacher-in-charge for the camp .
And Mr Yeo woke up too .
Asking wad happened .
After that the 7 of us went to toilet .
And 6 of us walk back to the bench at level 3 .
About a few mintues later , Zizhong came up and say Mr Yeo wants us to go back and sleep .
Dhen we were like : we sleep here mah , so not to make things diffcult for Zizhong , so we went down .
Dhen the 7 of us , Mr Yeo and Miss Zulaiha talked about wad happened .
Dhen we were like complaining cos the polices disturb our sleep and MBS there got so much noise !
So we went to the band room and continue the topic .
Dhen we went to sleep , Yinkai wants to bathe and ask Zizhong peih him .
LOL .
4 Person SNORED !
OMGZXC !
And I was awake by the snoring sound .
The 4 person is Izzudin , Weiming , Jiahui and Shrarul !
And Izzudin kicked my leg .
So fucking pain lah !

THIEF

2011-02-10T10:42:00.001+08:00

I HATE THIEF !

Wad for stealing peoples' work ?

Can't you just do yoursel

Or even if you want steal , steal everything lah , why only steal one of the thing ?

Thinking that we dunno who is the one who steal it ?

Let me tell you this: WE KNOW WHO IT IS !

But , we dowan to let you lose face .

If you can just apologise to the person that you have stole his/her things .

Everything will be fine .

But , if you continue to steal and let us catch you red-handed , we won't let you off easily .

THINK TWICE BEFORE YOU STEAL AGAIN ! OR YOU WILL BEAR THE CONSEQUENCES !

Friends

2011-02-10T10:36:00.004+08:00

Friends forever . Is it true ?

Nah , I don't think so .

Everyone thinks that they have good friends .

But some thinks that their friends are just using them .

And some , their friends dump them

Which is the truth ?

Which is me ?

I really dunno ..

Once was best friends .

Everything can change because of a person .

No matter is change to get the person closer or get the person apart .

Who to trust ?

Who to believe ?

Is it true to trust best friends ?

I really dunno .

2010-12-16T16:04:00.006+08:00

OF ALL THE HARDSHIPS BEAST MEMBERS FACED

HyunSeung was eliminated from Big Bang

DooJoon was eliminated from One Day

Kikwang got kicked out of JYP

JunHyung left Xing

YoSeob left M-Boat and his best friend

DongWoon transfered to Cube

Beast was called the “recycled” group

I’M PROUD TO SAY THAT ,

THEY’RE A SUCCESS !

Finally BEAST has got ASIAN PEOPLES' HEARTS :D

Many people went for their concert including people who are not from Seoul :D

Managed to get some pictures from my friend ( The rest still with him )

Got Videos too :D

More to come :D

2010-11-28T14:45:00.007+08:00

Mbrosia MMIX 221110 ♥

Finally got all the pictures :D

Just post it ya (:

Band camp tmrw :x

GG.com liao .

Sure sick after camp x.x

Yang Yo Seob ♥

2010-10-26T15:17:00.005+08:00

OMG !

Imma fall in love with Yo Seob ♥ !!!

Hahas !

He is sooooooooooooooooooo CUTE !! xDDDDDDDDDDDD

OMG !

Hope one day can see him face to face :P

I love you Yang Yo Seob ! ♥

2010-10-18T11:58:00.004+08:00

Finally exam is over ~

Budden , without exam , I feel that is boring .

During exam period , busy studying .

Budden now like nothing to do ._.

BORED ~

Hope my results will be good .

Taking back my results tmrw .

Scary ._.

10/10/10 , 10:10am .

2010-10-10T00:02:00.004+08:00

If everything thing was meant to be so perfect ...

10/10/10 ; 10:10 am .

十全十美 .

But not everyone is .

Not everything is .

Everything and everyone isn't perfect ._.

RELATIONSHIP ~

2010-10-06T19:41:00.004+08:00

Why relationship can change a person 360 degree ?

Why ?

My beloved gan daddie ♥ ...

Used to be a good , caring , kind , loving guy ...

But ...

Changed after everything ended ...

A guy totally changed in to not just 自暴自弃 ...

But ,

He became a guy I disappointed with ...

No longer that daddie ♥ I used to know ...

How am I suppose to turn him back ? :/

Sigh ...

Daddie ♥ . Can you be like how you used too ? :(

2010-10-05T15:04:00.002+08:00

Drink .

Drank .

Drunk .

Went to daddie's huse yesterday to peih him drink ._.

Vokda and Wiskey ♥

Long came too .

Slack-ed till 7pm , went home :D

Had slight headache and vomited lots of times ..

Vomited twice during today de chinese paper :O

Feeling veh xin ku :x

Next time must drink lesser le .

Thanks to YunPei for introducing me to drink china tea .

I felt better after drinking it . (which you forced me :P )

But , Thanks :D

My 200910 Birthday celebration ♥

2010-09-20T23:10:00.006+08:00

Thanks for the early brithday celebration by Zhirong, Raymond, Yongyi, Liam, Gabriel and Christopher.

Thanks for the birthday wishes :D
(Not according to order)
Yongyi,
Zhirong,
Liam,
Gabriel,
Christopher,
Kenwin,
Angelo,
Sheryl,
Jeremy Ng,
Cichuan,
Charlotte,
Weixing,
Jiamin,
Sarah,
Jingyi,
Mummy,
Linda,
Daryl,
Jody,
Andred,
Jianming,
Minyi,
Alloysius,
Junhao,
PengHwee,
Cae,
Antoinette,
Sijie,
Hongda,
XiangJuan,
Eric,
Weiquan,
MrXiao,
KianHwee,
WenXiang,
Sofia,
Constance,
Weejun,
Vince,
ZhaoRong,
Chenying,
Eldon,
Carmen,
Shihua,
Xinying,
MrYeo,
Jinghui,
Adeline,
Sayyidan,
Zhenyang,
Benjamin Tan,
Lester,
Geroge,
KaiXun,
MrEdTan,
Yingtong,
Jordan Wang,
Zulhilmi,
Brenda,
Jeff,
Veron,
Yimu,
Celine,
Kaiqi,
Roderick,
Yuelong,
Cheryl,
Josephine,
Natasha,
Tingyi,
Clara,
MengKuan,
Andy,
Johnny,
Junquan,
Sherman,
ChengFu,
Zizhong,
Cordelia,
Cassandra Ho,
Munling,
Emily Lai,
Jiaqi,
Xiuxia,
Celin,
Isnani,
Emily,
Fyon,
Rainer,
Leon,
Jermayne,
Jaceyln,
Nitta,
Chiwei,
Brandon,
Jane,
Tsailu,
JiaKhai,
Josiah,
Peijin,
Yihao,
John,
Jonas,
Nisa,
Alexandra,
Edwin,
Joel,
Darren Chua,
Jingzhi,
Abigail,
Raymond hong,
TuanGiap,
Peiye,
Samuel,
Alvin,
Zhengwei,
Sophia,
Karin,
Liangyu,
MinMin,
Edwin Tan,
Geraldine,
Tingting,
Georgia,
Musharraf,
Mabel'nuer,
Claudia,
Clarence,
Boonyong,
Aizhen,
Yumi,
Gary,
Junwei,
Ekliang,
Clarin,
Thenghou,
Jiaxun,
Joanne,
Yuanxin,
Pinhui,
Weiloon,
Xinru,
Janani,
Miiko,
Damien,
Patrick,
Erina,
Yongwen,
Nina,
Lesin,
Remiko,
Michelle wee,
Yongsong,
Charis,
Jinting,
Ryan foo,
Jeanelle,
Kelly koh,
Benjamin Teo,
Dennis,
Vaness,
Kaifong,
Zhiyang,
Javier,
Pamela,
Lifuen,
Huili,
Jiayi,
Meowyan,
Qingwen,
Zhengtai,
Jiahui,
Cheyenne,
Chongboon,
Wenny,
Elroy,
Jiayan,
Jeremy,
Yunpei,
Joseph,
Joyce,
Brigette,
YongGuang,
kaisiang,
Kelly,
Deneng.

2010-09-19T22:49:00.016+08:00

Thanks to Yongyi, Zhirong, Raymond, Liam, Christopher and Gabriel for today's fun :D

Have lots of fun with them with my advance birthday celebration ♥

Spend more dhen half the whole day with them :D

Let photos to do the talkings!

Have gossips and badmouthing some people o.o

Heehee!

Better not name out lah :D:D

Have jokes also!

Laughed till stomach pain x.x'

But FUN :D:D

Got more to come tmrw :D:D

End of post :D

Thanks for everything, my best friends (:

2010-09-09T15:58:00.003+08:00

Time to update my blog!

LOL!

Blog dead,

Bored staying at home during holiday!!!

I wanna go out manzxc!

A lot of homework to do x.x'

Random post, will update blog soon again,

2010-08-18T21:00:00.003+08:00

Just to get my blog update,

Hmmm, common test just past.

I was thinking am I unlucky or stupid,

Cos I can type 225 become 255 on my maths paper -.-

And I flunk by 1 & 1/2 marks -.-

And bloody hell that question is 2 marks!!!

ARRGH!!!

Wasted -.-

Nehmind,

Manage to pass social studies by half marks,

Might get my history results tmrw,

Gonna get back my chemistry tmrw too,

Manage to pass my chinese, 72/100 ♥

Woots!

2010-07-29T20:39:00.003+08:00

29th ...

Sigh ...

Same date ...

Different month ...

A month before de 29th and a month later de 29th made so much big differences ...

A month later you got stead already ...

Lastlong ...

2010-07-18T21:16:00.001+08:00

You took away all the colours from my life ...

You left me all alone ...

You broke your promises ...

You gave up this relationship ...

You let me go ...

But, I haven't let you go yet ...

I didn't expect you will forget everything so easily ...

2010-07-17T00:05:00.003+08:00

Everything happened so fast ...

How am I suppose to face it? ...

Your promises all gone ...

Just in one text ...

All gone ...

Your promises ...

Doubt it will come back again ...

You break your promises ...

Facing it all alone now ...

Who can help me? ...

I guess no one can ...

Heart stops beating ...

Blood starts to leak out ...

Tears starts to flow out ...

I'm all alone ...

2 weeks, 2 days, 23 hours ...

You walked in to my heart so easily ...

Now?

How am I suppose to let you walk out my heart so easily, like how you walked in? ...

Sigh ...

Your reasons sucks ...

Your promises are fake!

You liar!

Wong Chin Hong, you're a LIAR!

LIAR!

2010-07-11T15:40:00.018+08:00

Went to cousin's wedding yesterday (:

Dinner was held at Expo.

The food was quite nice.

Dhen during morning.

It was a joke.

Gotta eat wasabi in the morning with empty stomach ._.

Drink lemon tea with Vinegar O_O

Create letters from biscuits by bitting ._.

Tiring in the morning.

But, had fun in both morning and night :D

2010-07-03T21:34:00.007+08:00

Baby ♥ !

Took your picture from facebook :D

baby,

I love the way you look at me,

Your eyes were so bright,

I love the way you kiss me,

Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,

And the ways you show you care.

I love the way you say, "I Love You,"

And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,

Always sending chills down my spine.

I love the way you hug me,

The warm I feel.

I love that you are with me,

And I'm glad that you are mine.

Shy leh :$

I post about you already :D

Now you owe me a post !

Heehee :D

baby ♥

29th; ♥

2010-07-03T00:38:00.004+08:00

Went to school today .

Seriously , tired x.x

Dhen cousin put my contact lens in my bag , bo tell me , in the end , made me find untill so jialat x.x

Went to school to wear ~

LOL :/

Dhen half way , I keep yawn , the contact came out .

WTFZXC ._.?

zzz -.-

Nevermind .

dhen went to eat with lesbian and celeste .

dhen cca -.-

The pieces were screwed !

SERIOUSLY !

SCREWED !

Damn it .

Dhen do some uniform checking .

Was waiting for baby's text for a very long time !

Its like finally he reply !

(Y)

dhen lesbian and I wait for celeste's parents to come and fetch us to whitley .

Took photos in the car . (will upload in facebook)

Reached whitley and waited for xiuxia .

dhen went to Whitley for their Passing Out Parade cum Parents' Night .

Dhen , slacked .

Eat and took pictures with Leon , George , XiuXia , Celeste and JiaHui'Lesbian .

dhen leave the Whitley , headed to J8 when OTP with baby .

After that trained back with Sidney , Hasbi , Joel , YongYi , LiLian , Mavis .

2010-07-01T22:00:00.002+08:00

Went to find baby ♥ today

He keep bullying me loh D:

Asshole !

Hahas !

He ask me blog about him .

O_O

I dunno for wad , so just blog about him loh .

since my blog is so dead -_-

kay la .

I going sleep .

Dunno wad to post anyway ~

Bye :D

2010-06-29T21:59:00.002+08:00

29062010;2155 ♥

Baby , iloveyou (:

You're mine !

Always remember :D

2010-06-12T14:44:00.011+08:00

Hello !

Back from band camp :D

Hmmm , have Passing Out Parade on the last day of the camp :x

Tired TTM :x

Didn't get to sleep well during the camp :c

Posted some pictures taken during the camp :x

LOL :/

Have lots of fun with Jing Zhi , Casey , Liam , Xin Yu , Gabriel , Victoria , Li Sui & Jia Hui during night time .

Hahas !

Know quite a lot of theirs' secrets :D

Anyway , thanks to you guys for letting having such a good camp for that three days .

Without you guys , there won't be so much fun ! xD

2010-05-24T21:41:00.009+08:00

240510;2027

Have wedding today :D

Althought last stage dhen pass , but still passed :D

Thanks Denlie , for being my couple♥ ;luv

Thanks to daddie , lesbo , kenneth , vin , ah hui , ah hui's couple (kiong) and Atr~

Thanks all for attending .

Thanks to Xiangyuan , for wishes . :)

230510

Yesterday , went to cousin's wedding :D

Some pictures were taken :D

Have fun at bride's huse .

Got few questions being asked , but managed to get some correct :D

Dhen blah blah blah ~

Till night :D

Dinner !

The food kinda nice uh ? o.o

2010-05-22T00:49:00.010+08:00

Currently this two days having enrichment lesson .

Animation design :x

Still got two more day left !

Althought is a bit sian luh .

But I learned lots of things through this lesson .

Having fun with friends .

Kinda free from class :D

Anyway , nothing much to post luh .

Just getting bored :x

Leg got sprained :x

Very pain :x

Thanks audi cpl , G'Lover , classmates' and teachers' care !

I'm feeling much more better now :D

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2010-05-17T01:22:00.003+08:00

Hmmm , nothing much to say luh .

Have not been sleeping for the past 66 hours .

OMG .

I may be crazy ! LOL :/

Tonight tonning again , LOL .

Gonna be more dhen 72 hours of tonning without rest .

LOL :/

Friday went to kenwin's huse .

Dhen went to tuition , went home bathe and changed .

Meet primary school friends at 1AM . LOL :/

Ton-ed at OCH .

Play audi , poker inside .

Dhen 4 plus came out , all tio screening :x

Dhen next day went out with MinChai to slack .

Jubeat awhile .

Dhen went to clmenti and cantonment to report .

Reach home , use com , bathe and change , audi till 2:30 am ,

Meet primary school friends again , at loyang area to slack .

Near my huse , so can ton :D

Dhen morning 8 plus went home , bathe and changed , went to Changi Airport for CCA meeting :c

Dhen now blogging , going out after this .

I didn't even rest for the past three days !

OMG !

I'm crazy manzxc ?!?!

Gonna be more dhen 72 hours of not sleeping .

Broke my record liao :D

LOL :/

Morning come back dhen see got things to post ma :c

Buhbyes :D

2010-04-22T00:20:00.001+08:00

First post after my modem being fixed :x

Anywhere, nothing much to post la.

Just got a lot of things bothering me, but i don't feel like saying it out at all uh :x

Blog later bahs, cos there will be performance tonight;220410;1700hrs :D

Photos will be uploaded :D

2010-03-15T22:25:00.004+08:00

Kinda bored with my life le . LOL .

Today went out with kenwin, chithong, angelo, dionne, yanye and joseph.

Went to meet them at bugis.

Played Jubeat with kenwin.

Because of him, my rank was up till bronze rabbit.

Haha!

kenwin uh kenwin.

You gotta JIAYOUS for your Jubeat le.

Dhen went to watch Alice in the Wonderland.

Dhen after finish watching movie, went to meet georgia.

Dhen Jubeat again.

Dhen went to Kallang Leisure.

Slack slack, dhen skip skip.

Walked to kallang mrt with kenwin and chithong.

Dhen reached home.

Plurk awhile and went for tuition.

Thanks kenwin and all for making me laugh the whole day without thinking of anything sad.

Really lovedie you guys.

For staying with me when i'm sad.

Love ya :D

2010-02-15T22:00:00.007+08:00

The rest of the photos are in facebook:D

Too lazy to upload all picture:D

Haha:D

Go see and tag bahs:D

Anyway,

Happy Chinese Lunar New Year! :D

Hope you all get lots of any pao! :D

2010-02-07T13:00:00.004+08:00

Life is aren't easy to pass this few days uh?

Especially in relationship..

Coming upon not tiongxim to the other one.

No one knows..

Coming upon between stead and gans.

I realised now i have regret le, I have done something wrong, something that is so wrong :(

It wouldn't have started if i didn't say anything.

Gan Babyy~

Sorry for wad i said last night uh..

I dunno wads happening to me luh..

I don't feel good when you told me all the things you said last night to me, i dunno why uh.

Sorry.. :'(

2010-01-28T21:47:00.002+08:00

hmmm, actually not really many to post about bahs.

got a stead recently?

He is kinda nice?

LOL !

but a lot of people keep saying just because he is younger dhen me.

so bad.

Age is not a problem for relationship la.

Can stop saying a not?!

2010-01-22T21:36:00.003+08:00

You made me like a retarted.

You made me like a foolish person waiting for you.

Why am i doing this for you?!

I just don't get it.

WHY!

Why can't you just lemme know?

Why you wanna lemme found out this hurtful truth!?!

WHY?!

Can't you just lemme lead a peaceful life without knowing those truth?!

WHY?!

Why i'm always the one knowing this kinda truth huh?!

Why you wanna let this thing to happened?

If you had say out earlier, it won't be that hurtful like now!

I HATE YOU!

2010-01-21T21:48:00.006+08:00

Relationship, can't be expected to be sitting down and wait for things to happened.

But, at the same time we can't force.

I have learnt that we need time.

But, how long can a person wait?

How long can a person bear to see wad he/she dowan to see?

How?

Once you made me fall in love with you, lots you made me heartbroken.

This is not the once time already, how many times you have made promised with me?

How many times you had hurt me?

I know I'm wrong in the past.

But, now?

I have once love you, till now still the same.
But, i just can't see you with her, i just don't like it. i can't get the betrayed feelings off my heart..

2010-01-20T21:35:00.003+08:00

I realised when i'm emo, my blog dhen will be alive.

hais.

I dunno wads wrong with me this two days huh!?!

FUCK!

DAMN FUCK!

I just don't get it, don't understand!

Is damn fucking hard to made me understand!

I'm so depress!

2010-01-19T20:59:00.004+08:00

A Bitch is forever a Bitch!

C'mon larh.

Still so childish.

The one in fault is you.

Don't think you got him.

You can act like nothing happened.

Promised BREAKER!

Dowan waste my time typing here luh __

Not to threaten you anything luh.

Oh ya, promise BREAKER won't remember their promise derh.

No point talking to you.

But if you want to talk to me, I'm so free to talk to you:D

2010-01-16T09:49:00.002+08:00

YO guys!

First post in 2010!

LOL!

Pai seh forh not posting forh the past one week.

First day of school..

Hmmmm, not bad. haha! LOL!

Hmmmm, hope 2010 wil be a better year, that i won't SLACK in studies again!

2009-12-28T14:08:00.005+08:00

Hey , sorry forh MIA-ing my blog .

Didn't post anything .

Haha .

Late Christmas everyone !

New year wil be coming soon .

And will be school reopening .

Haven't got my homework all done :x

251209♥

Went out with Leon ;D , George ;D & Xiu Xia .

Went to Kbox first .

And got this picture taken .

Looks weird uh .

Didn't scan through .

Use phone take de .

dhen after Kbox , wanted to watch movie at Vivo City , but all SINGLE SEATINGS !

So sian , Walked up to arcade see whether got jubeat a not .

In the end don't have .

So went to eat lunch at Jeff's working place .

He kinda susprised when he saw us huh ?

LOL !

Dhen went to plaza sing to play jubeat , till about 1930 hrs , dhen walk to mrt loh .

2009-12-15T21:32:00.009+08:00

Through those comments my friends and instructors made , I had been thinking ..

All I need is time , people needs time to change also .

I promised I will change , I will change . And that's forh REAL !

Seniors :
If you hate me , fine . I won't disturb you .
As long as you know the position I'm standing ,
respect me like how you respect others .
If you dowan to talk to me , fine .
Or you want to just talk about band stuffs , fine . I will talk .
Wad ever happened after during & after the Hong Kong trip ,
please ,
I apologised forh wad ever mistakes and wrong I made .
I hope let bygones be bygones .
Wad ever had past ,
I hope you seniors will forget about it ,
and treat me like how you treat your friends and leaders in the band .
I really hope to be like how we were before .

Juniors :
If you guys hate me ,
just tell me .
No point badmouthing me behind me .
Not happy with the way I work
the style I used ,
just tell me .
Don't bad mouth me .
If you think I'm not that kind of senior you have ever wanted ,
tell me .
I can change ,
but ,
please ,
Don't ever bad mouth me .

I will have to learn how to learn !

Shortlisted leaders & Instructors :
I will take your comments , and change myself forh the band and my own self !

2009-12-12T22:58:00.005+08:00

Dare not blog forh this few days luh ._.

Cos xx told him wad happened to me on 101209 night ..

Scare he see my blog :

Hais ..

I think i can't pester him like how i used to be :(

Hais ..

Wad can i do ?!

I dowanna let GO !!!!!

Asked you wad xx told you , you dowan tell me , why ?!

I REALLY DOWANNA LET GO !

2009-12-10T12:19:00.004+08:00

Maybe through a few times of relationship le ,

I finally understand how does one sided love really means .

Getting hurt lots of times luh ._.

Thinking that maybe sick and tired of it .

I had ever think of ending .

But ..

Thought that there will be better guys dhen the previous ones .

It always encourage me to go forh it .

Even knowing wads the consequrnces after going through it so many times .

But ..

Every one time i ever tried ,

the hurt gets deeper .

I don't understand why .

Why must there be one sided love ?

Why ?

WHY ?

WHY ?!

Maybe is a sign forh me to give up as one sided love ?

A sign forh me to give up and let go ?

Maybe is liddat bahs ..

I guessed , you know i'm lying right ?

I kept telling you i'm always happy .

But ..

I guessed you know i'm lying ?

Am i right ?

Isn't it better when you tell me yourself , rather dhen i found out myself ?

And that will be more worse and hurtful ?

Don't hide anything from me , be truthful to me !

2009-12-10T00:00:00.002+08:00

you got back with her .

congratz .

last long with her bahs .

finally , you won't get emo the whole night just because of her .

stay happy bahs .

2009-12-07T23:55:00.002+08:00

You saw wad i wrote ..

And i saw wad you wrote on maple ..

Sorry forh ?

I dowan after you said sorry , we will drift apart , get it ?

2009-12-06T13:15:00.002+08:00

She can make you sad , make you happy .

I only can be with you just to keep her out off your mind .

I told you i see you liddat ,

My heart hurts .

And you said: then i dun talk to u le bah ,then u wont know ,byebye .

You know how hurt is it ?

We only can be normal friends , nothing more , wad more can i expect ?

Nevermind , you won't see wad i write also .

2009-12-05T23:26:00.001+08:00

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else

It's for the best I know it is but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard

Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand!

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

2009-12-02T00:15:00.003+08:00

How can you expect me to not care about you ?

How can you expect me to leave you alone now ?

When you are like so down ):

Tell me wads bothering you .

If you think keeping it in your heart is very xin ku .

I told you i had a dream .

I cried about the dream .

The dream is about you .

Everything seems to be so real in the dream .

I hope wad happened in the dream won't happen in real life .

We are so close , but i just can't get you >.<

2009-11-30T23:40:00.004+08:00

Today with xiuxia , jia hui , George & Leon (:

Met Leon & George at lavender first .

Dhen reached kembangkan , xiuxia came .

So ..

Reached tampines , xiuxia go claim her things :x

So ..

George , Leon & Me went to starbuck to sit forh awhile .

After xiuxia came to Starbuck .

Waited forh Jia hui ..

In the end

She coming at 1600 hrs :x

Dhen the four of us went to arcade :x

Play , play , play (:

Hmmm , dhen went to kopitam to eat .

xiuxia on diet .

So George , Leon & me ate .

The three of us ate western .

George ate chicken chop , Leon & I ate sirloin steak :x

Dhen went to NTUC to buy drinks , cos Leon said its cheaper :x

After that , sat at a staircase , waited forh jia hui to come :x

When she reached , we headed to the station to bugis !

Went to bugis derh lan , played audi forh 2 hours :c

Dhen headed to basement to buy takopachi .

Dhen headed to mrt and ..

Home sweet home (:

2009-11-29T22:47:00.002+08:00

Realised that , one sided love doesn't come holding it easy .

Knowing that she means so much to you , I'm happy .

Hope you two won't because of small things jiu not happy le .

I'm really happy to see you two together (:

You told me , wad happened .

You cried ,

I hope to be by your side ,

lending you my shoulder ,

But ,

I can't .

Just to let you know that ,

When you are in trouble , or feeling down ,

Lemme know .

I will be there forh you (:

2009-11-29T03:09:00.004+08:00

Today , chiong audi again and done some homework (:

To : -PACMAN

Hey , don't sad uhs .

Anything find me , kays ?

Contact me bahx :x

Anyways , i sms you le :x

If you need a shoulder to lean on , my shoulder will always be there forh you (:

If you need a listener , i will be your listener always (:

2009-11-27T19:13:00.003+08:00

Chionging Audi today !

haha !

Dhen my audi friend say got ppl scold her fam , want me help , dhen i go loh .

In the end all misunderstood .

Crap sia .

I almost tio taiji .

Anyways ,

I also must apologise to them (:

Sorry to ,

-BarneyFugU ,

BunnyStabU ,

-PACMAN .

And , xiaosweety and ~ RAPEYOU~

You two got misunderstood wad happened le , go apologise to them bahs , i help you settle a bit le .

to ~RAPEYOU~:

don't anyhow mega again and anyhow scold people derh fam .

Once bitten , twice shy .

Learn your lesson , please (:

To : -PACMAN ,

Sorry forh the scolding uhs (: Don't angry uhs (:

2009-11-26T01:27:00.003+08:00

Whenever i glazed into your eyes , you took my breath , heart , soul & everything away ..

People around me kept asking me to give up , stop thinking of you ..

But ..

I can't ..

I can't do it ..

I dunno why ..

You ever said: Let's remain as normal friends bahs ..

This sentence bother me for a long time ..

I kept thinking ..

Is it time to let go ?

Or ..

To keep holding on it ?

My tears roll down my cheeks ..

Everyday ..

I dunno why ..

I keep showing you the fake side of me , acting normal , brave , happy girl ..

I dunno whether will you read my blog ..

I let out everything i wanna say in my blog ..

I'm crying ..

You told me you quarrelled with her ..

I racked my brains ..

Thinking of solutins to help you ..

You told me you are emoing ..

I keep telling you not to emo ..

Cos i know that if you tell me you are crying ..

I will cry too ..

You keep saying you miss her infront of me ..

I'm upset ..

But ..

Wad can i do ?

Some times you saw me suddenly become emo ..

You told me not to emo ..

But ..

Can i ?

Wad can i do ?

Hais ..

Now I'm waiting for your message ..

13 hours past ..

I'm still waiting ..

I wonder how many more 13 hours can i wait forh you again ..

2009-11-25T22:34:00.002+08:00

I heard about all the truth of you , I don't believe it at first .

Till now , i still don't believe it .

I thought it was all just crappings , rumors , gossip stuffs .

I really hope it not true .

I can't let you go , and i can't get over you .

You made me changed a lot , in terms of mindset , attitude , character .

Letting you go now ?

My heart hurts .

I cried forh you once again .

2009-11-25T11:11:00.002+08:00

This morning , 2 am .

You told me you have cold war with her ,

A small dispute within you two .

I try my very best to salvage your relationship ,

Not letting you to be sad .

Hope to stay by your side when you are sad .

Don't sad le kays ?

Be happy , i will always be there forh you , whenever you are down .

2009-11-23T23:25:00.001+08:00

Will update lots of band camp photos and story about the camp !

2009-11-19T07:00:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went to concert with Fyon , Kelly & Leon :D

Althought the concert was short , but is nice ! Haha !

Hmmm , after concert went back to Clementi ?

Ask Leon to drink a bottle of Honey drink ?

Cos he got a damn bad sore throat .

After that we went to Long John Silver ?

Dhen fyon , kelly & me started to talk about Zhao Liang (i think is getting cold in english bahs ?)

Dhen kept laughing all the way ! haha !

Tonight can't use com le ):

Till tmrw night dhen can use ):

x.x

Sian =x

Hope the camp will fun =x

Got some disputes between members in the band .

Can you guys just understand my position forh not doing wad you guys requested yesterday ?

Because , once i let one person change , all will want to change .

And that will be very unfair .

So .

Here I'm trying to say is ,

I will remain in my position of consent .

Even you guys wanna show me attitude , unhappy with me ?

I held up all of yous' attitude , i didn't use vulgarities or violence to you guys .

So please respect .

If you guys are really unhappy about , tell me personally .

I hope you guys won't go around badmouthing me .

And i hope you guys will have fun in the camp !

2009-11-18T06:48:00.004+08:00

Today gonna go forh camp le =x

Got myself to woke up at about 0630 =x

Prepared with all stuffs i needed :x

Gonna miss damn much =x

Heehee ;D

Ok la =x

I don't be so mushy le :c

LOL !

I woke up with a bad cold , but no choice , gotta go school with my bad cold :x

Will update my blog when i'm back from camp .

Bye PEEPS !

2009-11-17T18:40:00.002+08:00

Aww .

Gonna be inactive forh 3 three days , got band camp !

Haha !

But i will try to get pics during the camp ! (will try my best to get pics in the camp .)

Haha !

They coming back tmrw le =x

Tmrw night going concert with them =x

When It All Falls Apart By The Veronicas

2009-11-16T22:38:00.004+08:00

I'm having a day from hell
It was all going so well before you came
And you told me you needed space
With a kiss on the side of my face, not again

And not to mention the tears I shed
But I should've kicked your ass instead
I need intervention
Attention, stop temptation to scream

'Cause baby everything is left up straight from the heart
Tell me, what do you do when it all falls apart?
Gotta pick myself up, where do I start?
'Cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart, no, ohh

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are, anymore
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do when it rains it pours

And not to mention, I drank too much
I'm feelin' hungover, out of touch
I need intervention
Attention, stop temptation to scream

Baby, everything is left up straight from the heart
Tell me, what do you do when it all falls apart?
Gotta pick myself up, where do I start?
'Cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart, no, ohh

Can't it be easier? Can I just change my life?
'Cause it just seems to go bad every time
Will I be mended
Another one ending once again?

Everything is left up straight from the heart
Tell me, what do you do when it all falls apart?
Gotta pick myself up, where do I start?
'Cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart, no, ohh

Everything is left up straight from the heart
Tell me, what do you do when it all falls apart?
Gotta pick myself up, where do I start?
'Cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart, no, ohh
Gotta pick myself up 'cause things are mended

Everything is left up straight from the heart
Tell me, what do you do when it all falls apart?
Gotta pick myself up, where do I start?
'Cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart, no, ohh

tears

2009-11-15T23:38:00.004+08:00

I held back my tears

Always hope that you are happy everyday

Hoping to be beside you when you are sad

Comforting you

Not letting your tears to roll down

Knowing that once your tears roll down

I know mine will roll down too

Seeing how happy you were with her

Your first priority was her

I'm happy

I hope you were mine

But

I know that's impossible

Wad can i do now will be

Hoping to see you being happy everyday

Happy with her

-Lovecupid♥

2009-11-13T23:49:00.005+08:00

Loving a person doesn't comes easy .

Cheating a person that you had love , its a way of making them to lost trust towards you .

Even same of making them giving up of you .

I'm not trying to say anything bad about people .

But .

Seriously .

Ever since that day you were like ...

And now you were like another person .

CRAP !

I can't believe you can change so fast .

Said i cheated his feelings ?

End up ?

You were the one who did it .

I really hope you can wake up , really see through who really loves you .

Nevermind .

Stop saying about this .

Hmmm ..

Today got band ?

My mood was like ..

I dunno ?

Nothing to say .

Next week band camp liao :x

So fast .

An intensive band training during camp .

Will be having more practices dhen fun .

So .

Maybe nothing to post liao :x

2009-11-12T03:27:00.003+08:00

Tears rolling down my cheeks

Everyday

It happens everyday ..

I dunno why ..

I can't control ..

I just can't ..

Now going to east coast park to ton ..

May be go emo bahs ..

A lot of them are saying ..

I don't even know is it true ..

I told you the truth ..

But i lied to the others ..

I think I really need a shoulder to lean on ..

I hope that shoulder that I'm able to lean on will be yours ..

But ..

Now saying this ..

Is pointless ..

Today Whitley left ..

After three practices with us ..

Actually was getting used of them being with us ..

But now they left liao ..

Hope to have more exchange programmes with them bahs ..

If there is chance ..

Hais ..

All i can say is ..

You had left ..

You got one by your side ..

Stay happy with her ..

2009-11-12T01:04:00.003+08:00

My Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
So much for my happy ending
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
So much for my happy ending
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh)

Lets talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it

All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
So much for my happy ending
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they

But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do?

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it

All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

He was everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it

All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You were everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it

All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
So much for my happy ending
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
So much for my happy ending
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

2009-11-11T00:48:00.006+08:00

Love someone doesn't seem easy .

Upon knowing that the person you loved has got another one .

Is such a hard reality to accept .

But , feeling happy forh that person you loved may be a better .

Love can't be force .

So .

Just feel happy forh the person you loved , that will be the best way to love that person .

Even both of you are not together bahs .

Wish you and her have happiness bahs .....

2009-11-09T23:54:00.003+08:00

Realising loving is person is already a hard matter

Wanting that person you love to love you back , is another more harder matter

Expecting that person you love , loves another one

Not easy forh me to accept

Love can't be force

Everyone knows this quote

Seriously , i have been thinnking , i didn't make the wrong choice , but everything was too late , you like the other girl >.<

I know love can't be force

I hope my wish will come true

Just by not forcing anything

But I really hope we could just be more dhen wad we are now .

Not forcing , really .

2009-11-08T15:59:00.005+08:00

No one is 100% perfect in this world .

Everyone may want to have wealth and all stuffs .

Mostly , almost the whole world would want to be rich .

But do you have to insult people ?

So wad if I'm poor ?

At least , I'm afford to stay in this world , to attend school , at least have a hand phone .

So wad , if i can't afford a iPod , MP3 etc .

That is all just a want in your life time .

But not a need .

Just because of you have iPod or MP3 etc , do you have to insult people ?

Please la , all people in this world live forh needs , not wants -.-'

So please , stop showing off you are rich or wad .

And don't insult people .

Just because you are richer dhen the poor ones .

Cos , money can only buy things , but not peoples' heart .

And money is just only a want in your life time .

I won't say out who is it , but you yourself should know .

2009-11-06T21:29:00.005+08:00

sorry )':

i have cut myself ..

hais ..

since wednesday ..

almost the whole band keep saying i like Leon !

OMG !

and thats not even true !

wahlao !

dhen i now see him ..

i keep running away ..

i dunno why ..

hais ..

i thought i have found a new one ..

in the end ?

it all turns out to be another fatal shot ..

a false truth ..

a truth that making me feel ..

dead ..

i realised ..

I'm already dead ..

within one day , i was dealt with two big blows !

hais )':

2009-11-06T01:03:00.005+08:00

haix ..

now is 1am plus ..

so quiet around ..

felt a sudden lonely ..

I dunno why ..

my wrist to elbow ..

there are cuts ..

maybe I think ..

cuts can at least make me forget who much pain you had give me ..

I keep finding things to keep me occupied ..

keep doing things like mad woman ..

so my day yesterday was like ..

went out some of the band leaders ..

discussed about band camp ..

after went home ..

and out again ..

to meet my primary school friends ..

diao -.-'

they saw my hand ..

and they were like so shocked !

I told them about you before ..

and how you are like before ..

but now ..

they don't believe ..

they keep telling me to forget you ..

but ..

can I ?

loving a person may be easy ..

but ..

forgetting a person is hard ..

loving a person can be within few seconds ..

but ..

forgetting a person ..

it takes life time ..

serious ..

I know your decision ..

but ..

why am I still holding on to you ?

is like I have no chance ..

holding you back , both of us won't have happiness ..

letting you go ..

you will be happy ?

I thought as your character ..

no much girls will like it ..

but now ..

hais ..

...

' I'm crying right now .. thinking of you every moments .. I really dowan to think le .. but .. can't .. today is 6 November .. it has been the 1 year , 8 months and 3 weeks .. told you I'm counting .. hoping you will come back ..

cos , I know I really need you forh life ..

I really love you ♥

you might not believe my words ..

but ..

all words comes from heart ..

you want .. you believe ..

I can't force you to believe also ..

I know ..

love is selfish ..

love can't be controlled ..

love can't be force ..

wad to do ?

wait again ?

getting heart broken once and again ?

you love her ..

I know ..

even you didn't say ..

I know ..

seeing you always with her ..

my heart breaks ..

my heart has break forh a lot of times ..

so now ..

I think my heart is dead ..

may be ?

hope my heart won't die ..

but ..

after so many times of heart being break ?

should I still be clinging on you ?

letting you go with her ?

I REALLY DOWAN !

I DOWAN TO LET GO OF YOU ! )':

but can I control ?

may be is all fate ..

fate don't allow us to be together ?

may be ..

hais ..

I dunno whether should I carry on a not ..

the more I type ..

the more tears will rolled down my face ..

I hope my cuts heals ..

hope no one would sees it ..

so may be ..

end here bahs ..

2009-11-05T00:16:00.005+08:00

sian sia ..

this few days like nothing to post siahx ..

oh ya , finally , leadership camp , has finished !

haha !

i completed !

but the teachers will still be accessing us till next year , must JIAYOUS ^^ worhs ..

this few days ..

even without my notice ..

I'm thinking of you ..

dunno why ..

i want to forget you ..

but ..

nah ..

can't ..

zzz ..

haix ..

and i realised , when I'm alone , i felt lost ..

when I'm alone , i tend to cry easily and more ..

why ??

WHY ??

forgetting a person , is it really so hard ??

it has been 1 year , 8 months , 1 week and 6 days ..

i had always counting it .. when will that day comes ?

the day when you return to me ..

when will that day be ?

hais ..

3 months , 2 weeks and 1 day ..

and that will be two years you had left me ..

when will you come back ?

hais ..

2009-11-03T20:43:00.002+08:00

Band today make alot of jokes !

haha ;D

but i dunno why ,

when i was laughing too much , i realised my eyes was full with tears ..

i dunno why ..

i realised something bad will happen 3 days later ..

2009-11-03T06:53:00.003+08:00

CRAP LA !

DON'T BE SO BHB CAN ?

SAY WAD ?

WIFEY MORE IMPORTANT ?

WTF !

ANDY ALREADY TELL YOU HIM AND I ALREADY GAN STEAD , YOU GO TELL HIM RUBBISH , WIFEY MORE IMPORTANT , PUI ._.

DON'T SO BHB LA , CANNOT GET HIM FIND ANOTHER GUY LA , I THOUGHT YOU LIKE ALOT OF SEC4s GUYS ?

DAMN BHB LEHS !

NEVER SEE SUCH PPL LIKE YOU BEFORE

2009-11-02T20:27:00.005+08:00

WAH ?!

SAY I MOUSE SIOL ?!

OMG !

I'M SO SCARE !

IS YOUR VOLUME ON TOO SOFT IS IT ?

I TALKED SO LOUD , YOU CAN'T EVEN HEAR HORH ?

I FIND YOU TAIJI ?

SURE MA ?

GET THE FACT RIGHT FIRST BEFORE ACCUSING ME LA ._.

YOU TELL ME ONE STORY , ANDY TELL ME ANOTHER STORY ?

WAH ?

SO HARD TO BELIEVE SIA ?

._.

COPY MY SENTENCE !

I TELL YOU STOP CLINGING ON HIM , YOU ALSO LIDDAT TYPE ?

._.

CRAP !

EHH , ANDY AND I ALREADY GAN STEAD SINCE 280909 LA HORH !

YOU MOVEMENT TOO SLOW LE LA !

WAIT UNTILL YOU TWO DAYS AGO ASK HIM BE YOUR GAN STEAD ?

MARRIED SIA ?!

OMG ?

I'M SO SAD WORHS !

CRAP LA ._.

2009-11-01T21:58:00.003+08:00

EH GIRL YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ENGLISH OR WAD ?

I THINK YOU WERE THE ONE WHO DON'T UNDERSTAND WAD IS VULGARITIES FREE ? I WROTE MY BLOG (WAS) VULGARITIES !

FORH YOUR INFORMATION I THINK YOUR ENGLISH MORE "PERFECT" SIA !

AND YAN YE GROW UP LA !

17 YEARS OLD LIAO , STILL SO IMMATURE .

I WANT POST WAD JIU POST WAD LA ?

YOU DOWAN SEE DHEN DON'T SEE LA !

OR YOU GOT COMMENT KEEP IT TO YOURSELF LA !

BECAUSE I DON'T NEED YOUR JUDGEMENT OR COMMENT , BUT IF YOU WANT COMMENT DO IT IN YOUR BLOG LA ._.

DIAO !

2009-11-01T12:38:00.003+08:00

LOL !

Last night got audi wedding !

lucky got pass loh !

didnt let that phone call spoiled my mood !

2009-11-01T01:36:00.004+08:00

EH IS MY BLOG RIGHT ?!

I GOT RIGHTS TO POST WADEVA I WANT !

YOU ALSO BEI SAI SAY ANYTHING !

SAY OUT LA , WHY SAY IN YOUR BLOG !

SAY IN MY BLOG LA !

KNN SIA !

I NEVER DISIAO YOU , YOU BOTH COME DISIAO ME !

FUCK SIA ._.

BO TAIJI TO DO IS IT ?!

CRY BIG FUCK UHS !?

ONLY USE HOW TO CRY DHEN GAIN SYMPATHETIC FROM GUYS ONLY !

CHANGE PATTERN LA !

THAT MATTER USLESS LA !

ONLY NUB PPL LIKE YOU ! USE THAT !

MY BLOG RIGHT !

MY FREEDOM LA ! ._.

KAOPEI !

WASTE MY BLOG SPACE TALKING TO YOU ,

WAH , STILL WANT TALK TO ME PERSONALLY UHS ?

WITH ANDY AND "HER" ?!

HAHA !

CRAP !

WAH ,

IM SO SCARE !!!!!

DONT LIKE ME SAY LA !

BOTH OF YOU JUST SAY YOU HATE ME LA !

STILL SAY WAD INTRUDERS ?!

YOU IS WHERE BEI SONG !?!

TURN SO MANY ROUNDS !

JUST SAY HATE LA !

CB !

USE CRY ?!

CRAPS ._.

GROW UP LA !

WANT GAIN TONG QING , USE A MORE MATURE WAY LA !?

2009-10-30T20:08:00.003+08:00

FINE !

WHY I BLOGED , PEOPLE WANT CARE ?

FUCK LA !

CB !

I WANT WRITE WAD , MY TAIJI LA !

CARE WAD LAN JIAO !?!

PCB SIA !

KNN !

IS MY BLOG RIGHT , I GOT MY FREEDOM RIGHT ?!

YOU DONT SO ... CAN A NOT , YAN YE //

MOTHER FUCKER !

2009-10-29T17:20:00.008+08:00

CAN'T YOU JUST TELL HER THE TRUTH ?!

I WON'T SHARE MY BOII WITH THE OTHER GIRLS !

I WON'T !

I WON'T !

I WON'T !

WANT SNATCH UHS ?

YOU WANT TRY THE CONSEQUENCES MA ?

I WILL DAMN GIVE YOU HELL !

SINCE YOU ALREADY DOWAN HIM , LET HIM OFF LA !

ALWAYS BOOK HIM , TREAT HIM AS WAD HUH !?!

STOP CLINGING ON HIM CAN A NOT ?!

PCB !

MY BLOG WAS VULGARITIES FREE !

YOU LA !

BITCH LA !

FUCKER !

KNN !

FUCK OFF FROM MY SIGHT !

OR ELSE I WILL MAKE YOU DISAPPEAR MYSELF PERSONALLY !

WANT TRY ?!

BICTH !

GOT PEOPLE I SCARE YOU IS IT ?!

SEC 5 DERH PEOPLE ?

SO WAD ?

NO BIG FUCK !

YOU WANT GUY GO OTHER PLACE LA !

KEEP CLINGING ON HIM !

DON'T MAKE ME LET THE WHOLE SCHOOL KNOW !

OR ELSE !

YOU WILL XIA SUAI LIKE HELL !

PCB !

ACTUALLY I DON'T HATE YOU DERH !

YOU KEEP CLINGING ON MY BOII !?!

MOTHER FUCK LA YOU !

AND YOU !

WANT HELP HER IS IT ?!

SUA !

DHEN WE HAVE NOTHING TO SAY LE !

ALWAYS GO WITH HER !

GOT THINK FORH ME MA ?

GOT MA ?

ASK YOU PEIH ME ?

GIMME WAD REASON STUPID AND THE REASON I HATE IT THE MOST ?

I GOING TO PEIH HER , SHE ASK ME DERH .

SUA !

YOU READ THIS LIAO , YOU WANT ANGRY OR WAD , THROW TANTRUM AT ME , FINE ! THROW BAHS !

I HAVE BEEN TAKING THIS FORH ABOUT A MONTH LE !

2009-10-20T00:28:00.003+08:00

I suddenly feel like crying , I dunno why ..

Today suppose to go hospital ..

But I dowan to go ..

In the end the doctor come my huse ..

I was like DIAO ?!

Cos alot of medicine was given to me , plus injections !

I HATE IT ! )':

Only the third you knows about it ..

But the thrid you like never concern .. ):

2009-10-19T18:41:00.004+08:00

So all along you was with her , right ?

Why can't just tell me ?

Can't you just say : Oh , I now steading with her .

Something liddat la .

Worse still !

You LIED !

HUMPH !

DON'T TALK ABOUT THAT BASTARD LIAOS !

Now talk about the third you bahs ..

Hmmm , I realising you are pampering me ?

Am I right ?

You like letting me in everything ..

Keep giving in to me ..

Somehow dowan me to get hurt ..

Am I right ?

2009-10-19T00:15:00.004+08:00

THE FIRST YOU !

So all along you was with her ..

You lied ..

I think you had forgotten our promised ..

All along you had lied ..

IF you never lied ..

I still won't be so angry ..

But I think ..

I now angry also useless

You don't give a damm -.-'

NEVERMIND !

I DUNNO WAD TO SAY LERHS !

WAD YOU WANNA DO , I DON'T CARE LERHS !

Now dowan to talk about that BASTARD !

Let's talk other things ..

Hmmm , is today a Confession Day ?

7 people confessed to me , I was like DIAO ?!

3 from audition , 2 from maple and the other 2 are gans ..

DIAO ?!

So sudden that one day you woke up , you on your phone and saw the 7 messages ..

DIAO ?!

Hmmm , so try with the same age one ?

The audition derh ..

Just try try loh ..

Now there shall be a third YOU .

Lemme describe a bit bahs ..

You are the one always be by me side ..

Hmmm , you should know who are you ..

Since just now you kept saying sorry ..

I wanted to tell you that you keep saying sorry , it hurts me ..

After it hurts me ..

I told you I'm crying ..

But i dowan let you know the reason ..

After your confession ..

I realised ..

My future was changed by you ..

iloveyou♥

2009-10-15T18:13:00.003+08:00

Today exam finished le !

YEAH !

Went to East Coast with , Meowyan , Shawn , Jun Quan , Jeremy , Georgia , Zhao Rong , Si Yi , Gary , Ek Liang , Zachary , Mahdi & Jun Hao .

Haha ..

Went to ride bike ..

LOL !!

So tiring ..

But Fun !

Gary fell down thrice !!

HAHA !!

2009-10-14T18:54:00.003+08:00

This morning actually went to school without sadness ..

But ..

After step in the school , walked to the canteen , bought a bottle of Jasmine Green Tea , walked back to the table ..

I saw you with your stead , I just dunno why I mind so much ):

Suddenly , I felt my eyes being watery ..

Haix ..

Nevermind ..

No idea of wad i saying ..

Haix ..

Forget about it dhen ..

2009-10-13T16:37:00.006+08:00

I realised that , now wadeva I say may be late ..

You and you , both of you may be will read my blog ..

Or .. Maybe .. Won't ..

But I guess I will just say in blog bahs ..

Some words .. I think I shouldn't say to you both face to face bahs ..

I think I will say the you first .. By reading it , you will know which you , you are ..

I think I trying to bring back the past bahs ..

I suddenly wanted to go back to the sec 1 when the time I was with you ..

I am too foolish to asked break ..

I'm totally regretted it ..

But now saying it .. It's too late le ..

Cos .. You already have someone you loved beside you .. Congratulations ..

And i wonder when I will be able to be with you again ?

Haix ..

(The first you , I'm just saying it as in last time , not now.)

I cried .. I'm so ... USELESS !

The only word that I can describe myself bahs ..

Will I be able wait till a chance and the chance is when I was with you ?

I hope so ..

Haix ..

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So ..

Now this is the next you lerhs ..

Not long ago ..

We ended ..

Saying this now may be late ..

Not asking forh sympathetic ..

But I feel I now have alot of things to say ..

So say in blog bahs ..

Really got regretted ..

After break lerhs ..

I really hope may be friends can be better ..

But ..

After just only few mintues of thinking ..

Jiu wanted to change my mind ..

But now already forgot about it lerhs ..

So ..

I hope we can be brother and sister bahs ..

Sorry forh everything ..

Hope you may find your happiness ..

Find a girl that truly loves you ..

It's time to let go ..

I'm Sorry .. Both of you ..

2009-10-12T18:36:00.002+08:00

who can peih me watch phobia2 ? i scare sia :'( o.o

2009-10-11T09:54:00.002+08:00

Yesterday ...
Hmmm , study at bugis library ..
dhen so sian ..
messaged And3y (P.S. The 3 is silent) ask him where is he loh ..
dhen he say he with JiaJun , jiu go find him loh ..
dhen slack at tampines ..
dhen have window shopping loh ..
about 4 plus jiu when home le ..

2009-10-06T18:15:00.002+08:00

Mood: Netural
Song listening now: No promise

Its time to let go ..

Time forh us to go ..

We still can be friends , but is forh you to decide whether you wanna be friends again .

Hmmm , life is just the same in the past loh ..

I'm moody ..

o.O

2009-09-23T19:38:00.003+08:00

Maybe letting you go ..

I suffer ..

You may be happier bahs ..

I'm afraid to hurt you again ..

So letting you go , you might be happier ..

Sorry ..

I may be irresponsible ..

But i just dowan to hurt you again ..

2009-09-22T18:59:00.002+08:00

First day without him , my world seems to change ?

I dunno la .

Haiyo ..

Pathetic ..

Dunno wad to tell him ..

Haix ..

2009-09-21T13:50:00.002+08:00

Is this the present you wanna give me yesterday ??!!! I don't believe in relationship lerhs !!! :'(

I requested forh one last chance , please gimme ?

2009-09-20T22:48:00.004+08:00

Wah , one day so fast jiu past lerhs , haix .

Birthday so fast over .

But it was wonderful !!!

Taken solo !!! LOL ;D XDXD

Taken with my cousin .

Taken with my Daddy .

So fun today !!

2009-09-19T22:38:00.006+08:00

Haix ..

Tmrw ..

My birthday le , didn't realised that it had came too fast , going old le .

Haix ..

Haix ..

So fast le ..

Haix ..

Only just tmrw ..

Can't you quarrel tmrw ??

Can't you just wait forh after tmrw ??

Why have to quarrel today , not even today , yesterday , the day before and more !

Haix ..

Went to Game Convention Asia today , lined up forh the big bao hammer forh two hours !

OMG !

Leg so pain !! T-T

Haix ..

No one understands wad i feel ..

No one ..

Haix ..

One day before my birthday , realised that i'm a bit hating this world ..

I dunno why too ..

But just ..

Haix ..

I find it hard to explain also ..

Nevermind ..

Haix ..

2009-09-18T11:58:00.001+08:00

arrgh !!!

2 more days !!!

lol !!!

at home so sianhx ..

nothing to do ...

2009-09-16T18:36:00.004+08:00

Awws , damn it , I'm so sick today !!!

Arrgh !!!

I don't feel comfortable .

Got a damn high fever yesterday .

zzz .

Yesterday was 2nd month annivesary , dhen fever , so suai .

Dhen about 4 more days left to my birthday !!!

Yeah !!!

I'm so happy .

But ..

So sick ..

Hiax ..

Oh ya , Happy Birthday to Fahmi , Hahas . XD XD

Hope your wish all comes true !!!

2009-09-14T22:44:00.001+08:00

6 more days and 1 more day left ...........................

2009-09-13T19:28:00.001+08:00

7 days to my birthday and 2 more days to our anniversary .

2009-09-12T21:40:00.001+08:00

XDXD 8 more days to go , 3 more days to go too ..